Feel So Lost

I feel so lost and random this morning,
Mungkin akan lebih simpel kalau disebut : Galau
Mulai dari menginginkan sebuah barang yang tidak terjangkau dompet ( I want it so bad, OMG!!!)
Sampai menitikan air mata gara-gara sebuah kalimat yang teramat sederhana.

Lalu bagaimana saya bisa fokus dengan UAS di depan mata? dan sederet tanggung jawab lain yang ada di pundak juga apa kabar?

Jessica's Airport Fashion

I don't really remember how can I start admire Jessica Jung like now, to be honest my first impression about her was a lil bad :D

Because she looks so arrogant with that blonde hair, especially when I saw Super Junior M-Super Girl music video. And when I heard that she has a scandal with my favorite oppa from Suju, Donghae, I dislike her even more.

Oh em gee, sounds so shallow rite? :P

Anyway... now I really like her, my favorite female singer in Kpop ...what's the reason? ehm, it's gonna take a long long post to mention :D

One of one million reason is (okay, it's too much) her fashion sense ... I'm not the one who really into fashion, but    I like to be a fashion viewer too :D

Here some pictures of my favorite Jessi's outfit 

And the last is which I like the best

Sometimes her outfit is just simple, but it still looks gorgeous in her :D

credit as tagged

Random Me

Bloggie, I feel so random today...

Mulai dari mengucapkan kalimat yang "arogan" waktu presentasi renval, nolak dateng di kerja kelompok, bermimik muka masam di rumah dan lain-lain...

Faktor hormon? ehm....gimana mekanismenya coba?

Faktor capek? iya juga kali, apalagi hari ini emang nggak enak badan banget ... tenggorokan sakit, suhu badan naik, capek deh pokoknya... makanya tadi jadi cepet tersulut pas presentasi renval. Akhirnya terucap kalimat yang "arogan" tadi deh. 

Tapi wajar kok, mudah-mudahan yang denger masih bisa ngertiin. Dan mudah-mudahan temen-temen satu kelompok Pencling juga masih bisa ngertiin kondisi badan yang nggak enak ini.

Mudah-mudahan....

Sorry guys, but I really need a rest... perjalanan masih panjang, kalau keburu parah sakitnya kan nggak seru #eaaa

dan kalau boleh mengutip lagunya Demi Lovato "I am confident but I still have my moment, baby...that's just me.." 

err okay, nggak terlalu nyambung sih kutipannya ... tapi intinya I have my moment, everyone has her/his own moment... everyone has her/his own limitation ....

Seperti yang terjadi kepada seorang teman saya #nomention , dia menangis nggak berenti-berenti cuma karena hal yang mungkin terdengar sepele = helm ketinggalan, SIM card kebawa temen. Tapi tunggu, bukan berarti teman saya itu begitu cengengnya sampai menangisi hal remeh temeh begitu.

Masalah helm dan SIM card itu hanyalah puncak gunung es dari semua masalah dia... jadi kalau ibarat gunung es, yang keliatan itu puncaknya doang, di bawah permukaan laut... badan gunung yang jauh lebih besar dan kokoh nggak keliatan.

Itulah yang terjai dengan dia, masalah-masalah, beban-beban, dan semua tanggung jawab yang harus dia emban awalnya nggak membuat dia terlihat rapuh sampai menangis. Tapi ketika semua udah menumpuk begitu tinggi, dia ternyata harus menangis cuma karena kurang hati-hati soal helm dan SIM card.

Waktu moment helm ketinggalan inilah, dia udah mencapai fase 'limitation' itu ...

Dan saya? oke, saya memang bukan orang tercapek dalam mengerjakan semua tugas kelompok. Saya bukan yang paling berperan penting ...tapi ketika badan sudah mencapai fase 'limitation' apa mau dikata?

errrr....mari sudahi saja postingan random ini ...lama-lama tiap paragrafnya makin nggak nyambung... maklum badan lagi panas :)

Happy Tired

Dalam 1 bulan terakhir, udah 2 kali eike pergi ke Jogja ( ups... sorry, kebiasaan memanggil diri sendiri "eike", but it doesn't mean I turn into something 'bencong' ya).

Meski awalnya meragukan, jadi juga deh UKM tercintah saya, Plakat, berangkat tour ke Jogja 3 Juni lalu.

Asik sih iya, tapi bangkrut juga ..... ~_~

Terutama bagian wisata belanja ke Malioboronya, dari awal rencana saya cuma mau duduk di pinggir jalan sambil makan sate ayam, kedengaran miris emang, tapi udah nggak selera belanja sama sekali mengingat dua minggu lalu baru aja ke sini juga.

Jadilah saya bertiga Riza dan Lafe memutuskan nongkrong di mall dulu, buat membasahi tenggorokan dengan segelas Strawberry Bliss (oke, memang nggak perlu jauh-jauh ke Jogja buat minum ginian) dan melahap nikmatnya Molten Cake. 

Baru deh setelah energi terisi kembali kita memulai petualangan, menjalankan misi masing-masing, dan setelah disatukan misi kami pun menjadi : 1. Kolor 2. Bakpia 3. Sate pinggir jalan

Well, misi di atas memang nggak penting :D tapi berhasil menjalankan semuanya berasa seneeeeng banget...

meski harus bergerak cekatan di antara ratusan orang lainnya di malam weekend kemaren itu sangat melelahkan....

I'm happy tired :D

Thank you for give me such a special Friday evening Riza Lafe :*

Born to be A Lady

So, I already tell you about how excited I am for SNSD First Japanese Album , It is released on 1st June, but I already download that album on Tuesday night , muahahaha...... I'm so happy that I could scream :D

Every song sounds good, of course ... It has different feel with their Korean album, it sounds more .... mature and upbeat. It's just me or their voice sounds different too in Japanese?

Anyway, I Luvre their Japanese album!!! My favorite track is Born to be A Lady , it's not a dance song or ballad, something like J-pop ...I just love how Jessica pronounce "lady..." mesmerizing! Gonna replaying it like foreverr :P

Tamia - Almost

The song that I recently keep replaying ...
Actually it's not really suit to my life, but I found the lyric so beautifully sad :')

[Verse 1]

Can you tell me

How can one miss what she's never had

How could I reminisce when there is no past

How could I have memories of being happy with you boy

Could someone tell me how can this be

How could my mind pull up incidents

Recall dates and times that never happened

How could we celebrate a love that's to late

And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

[Chorus]

I missed the times that we almost shared

I miss the love that was almost there

I miss the times that we use to kiss

At least in my dreams

Just let me take my time and reminisce

I miss the times that we never had

What happened to us we were almost there

Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had

Never almost had you

[Verse 2]

I cannot believe I let you go

Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go

I should've went out with you

I should've made you my boo boy

Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules

I should've went on a date

Should've found a way to escape

Should've turned a almost into

If it happened now its to late

How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real

And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

[Chorus]

I missed the times that we almost shared

I miss the love that was almost there

I miss the times that we use to kiss

At least in my dreams

Just let me take my time and reminisce

I miss the times that we never had

What happened to us we were almost there

Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had

Never almost had you

Download link : http://www.4shared.com/audio/yP_PFXqv/15_almost-tamia.htm